I become transparent to you all to get to that next level in God.
When will I change the way things happen to me in my life? When will I
accept the things the way they are in life? When will I have the job of my
dreams? When will I stop being afflicted with illnesses? When will people
stop taking all the time from me and start to give in return? When will my
family stop fighting and being divided? When will I have the house of my
dreams? When will I meet that special one of my dreams? I guess that is the
problem I am dreaming and I need to face reality. I have a job and it might
not be the dream job but I must be thankful for having one. I must believe
that I can make things happen for me and at times I fall short on my inner
ability to believe that things can come to pass. Lord I pray and ask for
your wisdom to receive all that you have for me. I don't know what I should
be doing. Please show me the way so I wont stray away from you. Hold me
close because apparently I am sinking deep in thought and it isn't for the
healthy things of life. Why am I challenging and second guessing myself?
Even though my friends share their thoughts with me it doesn't always mean
that you are able and ready to receive it at that time. I am a survivor but
at times you just get tired of fighting every time you turn around. What
did I survive to do in life? Just to be miserable or what? There has to be
so much more for me but I don't see the end for looking at my right now.
How do I change that way of thinking? You say in your word by the renewing
of my mind. In Matthew 6:33 says but seek ye first the kingdom of God, and
his righteousness; and all these things shall be added to you. I need for
my heart to be mended and be made whole. I don't want to fight this battle
alone any longer. I got it now CONTENTMENT COMES WHEN WE WANT GOD'S WILL
MORE THAN OUR OWN WAY. You make it happen the way you find fit Lord and I
will do exactly what you say. I surrender all. I will not do anything else
on my own.
Take a good look at yourself and make sure that it lines up according to
God's Word or you might just be living in vain. (food for thought)
Atara aka Sound The Alarm Outreach
www.soundthealarmoutreach.blogspot.com
soundthealarmoutreach@gmail.com
Tell me what do you think about the word for today?
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